I thought that I knew what I was doing when it came to situations of the heart. It looks like I don't know at all... Let me explain, I fell in love with a man who was older...not to old but well... I was young. Through time I found out that I really didn't know what I was doing. I took a chance and left him, but not really. I found my self still in the relationship, but without the title "Couple" or "Boyfriend/Girlfriend." Through impulsive acts I just found out that he may have to leave me behind to take care of his responsibilities. This being commendable, sure, but I don't want him to go. Through all this time I fell in love again, and now with this news it turns out he's breaking up with me. I feel speechless, hurt, and confused at what point did this turn around and backfire. I want to say "Look you may have stuff to take care of but I am with you till the end," that's not fair, and its not happening. He has enough baggage as is, and I want to be with him through good times, and bad but that pertain to us. Not have him release his anger on me because he is stressing of what may be happening which is likely to happen if I stay with him... The obvious thing to do is to say "Goodbye" but how? and How do I stop loving him???
anyone...?
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