Well this summer has definitely been one that I will remember always...Its been the summer that I have taken advantage of having a boyfriend, its been a summer that has reminded me that having a boyfriend encompasses a whole bunch of things...Such as fighting for what you want, putting effort into what has already been established, and of course trusting the other person. My summer has been packed with memories good and bad ones but memories none the less. My other half has left on another adventure and I stayed behind...Its tough because I didn't want to let him go. But this was my fault that he even bought a ticket. Through mistakes of my own I lead this person to seek refuge in another place, a far, far away place. This definitely makes me reconsider what my part is in this relationship. For the rest of this time that I am by myself I have mostly been working and seeing what new adventures come my way.
So far the only new adventure that has gone my way is regarding employment. I need a new one, cause those bills come like clock work and well I just need to have that money rolling in. Which makes me worry, whats gonna happen if the money does stop??? How will I go on...the search will go on, but the money needs to still come my way...hmmmmm just another thing to worry about...
At this very moment I have completely lost filling around my whole body, why?? Cause in my job has the AC blasting... I cant wait to get out of here...Well I cant wait to see what new adventure awaits on the outside... Good Night to all :)
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