I have to say that when it comes to the emotion's of the heart, it is truly a battle of strenght and reasoning! So why do I say that?? I am a person that falls in love and does anything possible to maintain that spark. "Maintain" in the sense of spending time, listening, caring, for the other person so that the relationship can prosper. I understand that all relationships have good and bad days. I mean which couple does not...But recently through a little ordeal that was going on in my relationship, the man I was with thought the best way to handle the situation was to run from it. I couldn't believe it!!! I am completely heart broken, and I just feel compelled for some reason to talk to him, reason, be there...but how does that help me??? It doesn't what that shows is that I am with someone who doesn't want to be with me. Who is letting me go so that I can find "The One I am supposed to be with" Thanks..... Should I be happy, should I be content?? I am more confused as to why I care so much for this man, and especially who doesn't care the same way back...? It hurts. Well I am not gonna fool my self any longer, cause I have already for too long. He wants to let me go, fine, he thinks its better this way then who am I to fight him on it. His reasoning and his logic won't allow him to move forward then I won't wait for when it does...
So New York, Looks like I am back in the game...man. oh man I have no idea where to start...I hope that if anyone has free advice that they write it down cause I am all ear's...
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