Having a much better attitude

Its Monday night and I must say today I have woken up with a better attitude then usual. For those that may not have read my other blogs, I have recently become single. This is a whole new thing for me. I haven't been really single in a long time. Even so today I felt more positive about the whole situation then ever before, it feels like freedom. Just in a different way. I guess what I am trying to say is that I don't need to talk to anyone, tell anyone where I am, or even really look at my phone. Which brings the other dilemma of really not using it as much. I have actually thought of changing it, I never needed a complicated phone but due the easier keypads and such I got a current model of a phone. Well Ill keep you posted about the phone. I wish I could say that I am over him, but as many as you wiser people know that's not the case. My heart calls for him, yearning his affection but it is just a one way street. From what I gathered from out latest conversation, cause yes we have spoken after the break up...he does miss "us." That leaves my mind at many questions...why the break up? Why fight to stay apart when coming together is easier? Why cant we be happy?? and the list goes on and on. Many of the people who have "comforted" me have advised me that its fate telling me their is someone better. Or that due to his lack of experience he has made a big mistake and he wont know it until it is to late. Hearing my own thoughts I come to see that of course they are right, their are more fish in the sea, that fate may have some other fabulous gentleman waiting for me, I know that patience is a virtue. I just hope that things progress in a flash because I am not the most patient woman. I am taking this week to do me..Do what I feel is right for me, Ill fill you guys in later one...I hope all of you are having a better week see ya soon Night :)